How am I suppose to be good and avoid sugar if my husband brings home a large box of chocholate and 2 lbs of caramels? It was not even like "I love my wife I should get her a nice box of Chocolate" it was that someone at his work had a catolog and he could not resist buying something. I know he was thinking about me when he picked the box, but it is not the same. I am in the same place, I think, I am at 182. I am not sure where I was when I last posted, but I know I was in this neighborhood. I don't want to be online long because I plan to go to Curves this morning and cancel my membership. I just am not getting my money's worth becaue I am not going. I have been doing the WII fit for thirty minutes three times a week. I think that is why I have been able to stay the same even though I am eating poorly.
I want to write about how underappreciated I feel at work right now, but I am weary about what I put in writing. No one reads this, but one day they might and I would hate to loose a job or not get hired because I blogged about my feelings about my job. I just want to say I need more reassurance than I get. Actions tell me I am not valuable as an employee and I don't matter. I am hurt and althought I like what I do, I don't like doing it if I do not feel appreciated or valued.
that's funny i was just looking at my internet favorites this morning and thought "i wonder if monica is writing in her blog again?" and you are. so, you have one reader anyway, and i don't care if you want to vent about your job. i asked a coworker yesterday if she was going to apply for a supervisor job that's open and she said no, because she didn't feel valued enough for what she does now. she said she just wanted some higher up to say "we're lucky to have you" and that would make her go lots of extra miles. without that she just feels like putting in the time. teresa
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