How am I suppose to be good and avoid sugar if my husband brings home a large box of chocholate and 2 lbs of caramels? It was not even like "I love my wife I should get her a nice box of Chocolate" it was that someone at his work had a catolog and he could not resist buying something. I know he was thinking about me when he picked the box, but it is not the same. I am in the same place, I think, I am at 182. I am not sure where I was when I last posted, but I know I was in this neighborhood. I don't want to be online long because I plan to go to Curves this morning and cancel my membership. I just am not getting my money's worth becaue I am not going. I have been doing the WII fit for thirty minutes three times a week. I think that is why I have been able to stay the same even though I am eating poorly.
I want to write about how underappreciated I feel at work right now, but I am weary about what I put in writing. No one reads this, but one day they might and I would hate to loose a job or not get hired because I blogged about my feelings about my job. I just want to say I need more reassurance than I get. Actions tell me I am not valuable as an employee and I don't matter. I am hurt and althought I like what I do, I don't like doing it if I do not feel appreciated or valued.
